hey you..

sorry about yesterday. it won't happen again. I promise :)

shit that ruined my day

sigh. kenapalah you suka sangat ruined my morning? congratulations lah to you. sebab you dah berjaya buat i rasa sebal macam sial.

almost the end of the year

It's almost the end of the year.I think it's the time for me to make a career move or maybe pg lepak dan takyah kerja since I'm no longer needed here. eceh! who said so? ye, my boss said so. heee.... no lah he just told me that my contract with this company will end of this year.so, he ask me what am i going to do next year? wow. I don't know. i didn't think of it before.. full time housewife perhaps, boss? but am not married yet, so how to become a full time housewife lah? hehe.

hmm.... i think I'm no longer interested to do this anymore. I'm tired. maybe i don't have passion in film making and documentary anymore.. I want to do what i love the most.. tpi ada ke kerja camtu. entahlah, i have negative things in my mind now,i feel tired and wasted, i don't know why, is it because of the routine that i have to face everyday..? ah lydia! wake up!

ah cepatlah dtg ooo blissful rainy weekend so that i can sleep all day!! come love, i need you so bad. :( :(

2012

its 2012 movie premiere, all malaysiakini staff have the chance to be the first one to watch it. everybody gets so excited because even like this julung2 kali diadakan.
anyway, thanks to my colleagues. Shyam, joanna and first floor team for organizing this movie premiere. so yeah. a little review about the film. maybe you'll feel diff from me but this is what i feels so far lah about this film.

and so... i hate the movie. heh. its exaggerate everything. ok, the CGI,the effects, the HD is so perfect except for the last part where it looks like watching tv drama (i don't know why HD would turn out to be worst like this) but, the storyline is suck! suck and i say it twice because its totally suck. forget the science behind 2012, what the mayans predict.. or how greedy human being can be.. but this film is unacceptable. come on lah, the logic behind it is zero. i hope it end of the world. meaning end of the world lah kan? I don't know what the christian people believes. Is there any reincarnation stated in the bibles? entah i don't think so.so I'm not sure.
but if there a reincarnation in the future as shown in this film,the world will be fulls of keturunan tamak haloba, kaya nak mampos, snobbish & bastards. i don't want to spoiled this, watch it first and you'll understand what i'm saying.

for me, 2012 isn't so much a disaster movie, it more like an adventures one.. e.g indiana jones. wah, bukan main lagi John Cusack jadi hero film, semua dia teror.. nasib baik dia tak reti bawak plane. hehe. speaking about disaster movie , i prefers war of the world, although its full of sci-fi fiction in it, about aliens lah.. but at least its logic. erm lagi, mcm tsunami (a korean film ) and The Happening. tu baru true disaster movie.

but i'm not surprised if the US government (who rules the world) will made a similar ship as shown in the movie to save themselves. entah2 tgh buat pun.ngee.The ship, somehow made me remember of Noah's Ark. i don't know where they refer to lah, bibles perhaps.. but the concept is quite similar to it. so people, if you don't have 1 billion US dollar, don't ever dream to be in that ship. ;)

quote of the day

People should not be afraid of their governments, government should be afraid by their people - V

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thank you, for managed to ruin my morning. fuck ah weh. fuck aaaa!!!
harini aku takde mood untuk apa apa pon. all i want to do know is sleep and not think of anything.I'm tired. broke. gila. not positive, yes i am. aaaaaaaaaa!!!!