goodbye love, you'll always be here, in my heart

Yasmin Ahmad (1958-2009) *pic google

I'm not fully recover to the fact that she's gone but i was relieved when i think of the opposite side, at least she didn't suffer the pain too long. I guess,God take all the good people with HIM this month, one after another,and this time its her's.it was a big lost tp..aku redha with what HE up there, plan for us. This note is nothing special-nothing ordinary, but i just want to share on what i feel about her.

Back from Kuala Terengganu, first thing i heard from Leeps is that Yasmin Ahmad has passed away. i couldn't feel anything, i guess my heart stop for a while. i couldn't get my eyes to sleep but tears keep running of my face.woke up next morning and hope it was just a bad dream until it was confirmed when i saw the bulletin news at 130 that noon.it was hard to believe that she left us too soon.

Secara jujurnya, i don't know her that well, meet her few times at film screening, religiously follow her blog since 2006..feel like knowing her luar dalam (by reading her blog?u must be insane? :P) but never spoke to her whenever i had the chance to.haih.. go blame the starstruck and butterflies in my stomach... but when she's gone, she did left a big hole in my heart.

its like losing a great inspiration that hurt me the most.

Despite all the mourning and cry, i guess life has to go on with or without her. She has taught us a lot..a great crafts that touches every human soul, a beautiful song, a meaning of life and i guess what she want us to do now is to cherish every moment in our life and share it with others without any prejudice. clearly, we can see all that through her works.

Bak kata Roul, my friend - "Allah pinjamkan dia.... utk kita belajar dan memahami... and He thinks it's done... we can think on our own..."

al-fatihah. tenanglah kamu disana, you'll always be missed.

before that, i pinjam and dedicate this song to you :)