2012

its 2012 movie premiere, all malaysiakini staff have the chance to be the first one to watch it. everybody gets so excited because even like this julung2 kali diadakan.
anyway, thanks to my colleagues. Shyam, joanna and first floor team for organizing this movie premiere. so yeah. a little review about the film. maybe you'll feel diff from me but this is what i feels so far lah about this film.

and so... i hate the movie. heh. its exaggerate everything. ok, the CGI,the effects, the HD is so perfect except for the last part where it looks like watching tv drama (i don't know why HD would turn out to be worst like this) but, the storyline is suck! suck and i say it twice because its totally suck. forget the science behind 2012, what the mayans predict.. or how greedy human being can be.. but this film is unacceptable. come on lah, the logic behind it is zero. i hope it end of the world. meaning end of the world lah kan? I don't know what the christian people believes. Is there any reincarnation stated in the bibles? entah i don't think so.so I'm not sure.
but if there a reincarnation in the future as shown in this film,the world will be fulls of keturunan tamak haloba, kaya nak mampos, snobbish & bastards. i don't want to spoiled this, watch it first and you'll understand what i'm saying.

for me, 2012 isn't so much a disaster movie, it more like an adventures one.. e.g indiana jones. wah, bukan main lagi John Cusack jadi hero film, semua dia teror.. nasib baik dia tak reti bawak plane. hehe. speaking about disaster movie , i prefers war of the world, although its full of sci-fi fiction in it, about aliens lah.. but at least its logic. erm lagi, mcm tsunami (a korean film ) and The Happening. tu baru true disaster movie.

but i'm not surprised if the US government (who rules the world) will made a similar ship as shown in the movie to save themselves. entah2 tgh buat pun.ngee.The ship, somehow made me remember of Noah's Ark. i don't know where they refer to lah, bibles perhaps.. but the concept is quite similar to it. so people, if you don't have 1 billion US dollar, don't ever dream to be in that ship. ;)

quote of the day

People should not be afraid of their governments, government should be afraid by their people - V

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thank you, for managed to ruin my morning. fuck ah weh. fuck aaaa!!!
harini aku takde mood untuk apa apa pon. all i want to do know is sleep and not think of anything.I'm tired. broke. gila. not positive, yes i am. aaaaaaaaaa!!!!

its been a while since i last heard from you ..

I just want to say that I miss u so much. Take care sister.. and selamat hari raya to you.

love, kakdek

balik kampung . .

ye.. i admit, aku memang malas nak menaip kat sini. as you can see, my last post has been what.. a month? maybe 2 months? ah, i dunno. i don't know what's the point of blogging, really.. (in my case only lah hehe) no offense dear friends, i loveee & loveee reading and peeping your blog. Is blog supposed to be a diary? but why people can read my diary? or maybe i don't know what to write/how to put it in words or i guess my life is just plain boring. i know i might sound stupid but really.. i was so malas. hmm, give me sometime.. see howlah,maybe i will do something about it. maybe deleting this blog would be a nice idea :) but i guess everyone has their own story to tell and for now i rest my case.

ok, since i don't know what to update walaupun recently i faced an incident where me and my colleagues have been investigated by MCMC's officer for no fucking reason, (no need for me to explain since you can read it in news) i just want to wish y'all Selamat hari raya! I'm off to Kuch on 14th until 27th Sept. Yeah i know, lama kan? weeeee.. i'll be missing my fahmy so much. take care love. :)

It's been 5 years already. dah lama gua tak balik kampung halaman. rindu? nah..Kuch is not my real hometown. I would say kedah is my real hometown & kuching belongs to my mum. but sadly, nothing much we have in kedah now.. semua org dah takde.people that i knew passed away, their sons and daughters happily married and moved on to the big city and the youngsters.. gua bukan kenal pun. I guess we're not coming back.. there's nothing left there. so, yeah Kedah will remain as it is, a place in my heart that i shall never forget.

oklah. c u guys soon. salam aidilfitri.

xoxo. wakakaka!

*starting from today, i would sign off with xoxo just to annoy u guys especially u belle! haha!

goodbye love, you'll always be here, in my heart

Yasmin Ahmad (1958-2009) *pic google

I'm not fully recover to the fact that she's gone but i was relieved when i think of the opposite side, at least she didn't suffer the pain too long. I guess,God take all the good people with HIM this month, one after another,and this time its her's.it was a big lost tp..aku redha with what HE up there, plan for us. This note is nothing special-nothing ordinary, but i just want to share on what i feel about her.

Back from Kuala Terengganu, first thing i heard from Leeps is that Yasmin Ahmad has passed away. i couldn't feel anything, i guess my heart stop for a while. i couldn't get my eyes to sleep but tears keep running of my face.woke up next morning and hope it was just a bad dream until it was confirmed when i saw the bulletin news at 130 that noon.it was hard to believe that she left us too soon.

Secara jujurnya, i don't know her that well, meet her few times at film screening, religiously follow her blog since 2006..feel like knowing her luar dalam (by reading her blog?u must be insane? :P) but never spoke to her whenever i had the chance to.haih.. go blame the starstruck and butterflies in my stomach... but when she's gone, she did left a big hole in my heart.

its like losing a great inspiration that hurt me the most.

Despite all the mourning and cry, i guess life has to go on with or without her. She has taught us a lot..a great crafts that touches every human soul, a beautiful song, a meaning of life and i guess what she want us to do now is to cherish every moment in our life and share it with others without any prejudice. clearly, we can see all that through her works.

Bak kata Roul, my friend - "Allah pinjamkan dia.... utk kita belajar dan memahami... and He thinks it's done... we can think on our own..."

al-fatihah. tenanglah kamu disana, you'll always be missed.

before that, i pinjam and dedicate this song to you :)

tired & wasted

i was too tired to walk, eat or even speak.i just want to lay down and listen to fav song. that's all I need now. so, can I go back early, boss?